Fucking Agony ,

I am in real confusion right now , I really hate it . I want to get rid of that STUPID feeling but I can't ! I don't have a shoulder to cry on , to tell everything that I kept alone . I don't know who I want to put the trust on .
I need one , but who willing to hear my stupid boring story ? I can answered that , NO ONE , RIGHT !
Man , I really want to tell YOU the truth but I have no guts ! Besides , I'm a girl , how am I supposed to tell you that I like you ? My god , be gentle please , man ? Shameless la if A GIRL confess her feeling to her man that she likes ! If you do just please tell me , I won't bite for sure . There's no need for you to played around in my heart . And keep giving me shit hopes and whatsoever . And if you really DON'T , don't give me that shit hopes . Its easy , just you make it like a maze !

Thats just how an ordinary girls react ,

I skipped school this morning because afraid of Cikgu Munir who is waited for whom came late to school today . Gosh , then I got a free nag from my father , thank you , I love you .
And
All of a sudden when I woke up from my sweet little nap ,
I cried for something that I shouldn't to , I just don't know why haha dumbass
This evening is the best
I had so much fun tho with my best friends we having a “private party” at Pizza hut , lol . We celebrating Ili's and Syarifah's birthday , they treat us awww I love all of you :D ♥
There , I got to eat so much food without wasting my money haha while I got outing and having lots of fun with my best friends . Snap a lot of pictures is a must la haha , we laugh too much at there until people get annoyed, maybe haha♥ . Its just how An ordinary teenage girls rolled on to get some fun while hang out with her friends right ? okay what a boo
Then I got back home I got to watch my Super Junior Bonamana hahahah stupidity. awwwww Im just in addicted with korean smoking hot boys♥ ♥ *pout* lol

Exclamation ,

Sheeesh , Everything was not okay . And I don’t know when it will be end ! So many things to do , to think , to be sad with , to control the anger and bla bla bla things and I never had chance to solve it up ! Whenever I do something that Im excited to do it will end to be worse , aren’t I should be tired of that ?!

OMG ,

I feel like I have been living in a hell tho but ofcz hell is way awful , hot , and scary
but seriously I have been through with so many life challenges that really pissing me off . Im having a fever right now , so Im in no mood to study . But this upcoming mid term exam is just around the corner tho . I am worried about math ! I can't focus on it . I will quickly forgot all that I have study on the past ! darn . And Kh project , OHMAGAWD , this one is really make me stress and tense all the time . My Kayu thingy is at the ICU right now critical condition and the electronic thingy only me and Azma didn't done it yet ! This electronic thingy is supposed to be done by February , March something ? and is already May tho ! how pathetic is that . I am to scared to face with Cikgu Sapora ! gaah
Its already May ! , isn't time running so freaking fast like we are blinking our eyes its already another month! I didn't get a chance to hold on it -.-
*Blinking the eyes* EH ITS ALREADY JUNE !
*Blinking the eyes* eh its my birthday ♥
*Blinking the eyes* eh what date is today ? 1 August , whaaaaa ? Trial Pmr laaaaa this month , aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
*Blinking the eyes* eh why everyone holding books lately ?
*Blinking the eyes* aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa PMR COMING TO ATTACK US ! DEFEND ! lol -_____-