What are you ?

There an anonymous bitch on formspring.me
I dont know whats have been burden her and whats my sin to her ?
No need to be such a coward to cursing me , if I really do a sin or bad thing to you
what is it , just tell me Im not gonna to turn to hulk if you said a FACT !
otherwise you are pathetic and have no friends right , woman ?
sorry to called you a bitch but I have my own pride yeah ?
thankyou *I know you wont read this because of that Im posting this up hihi*
somehow I have been confused
maybe what that bitch said it is the truth
and my instinct were actually DOING HIS JOB ! I dont know who is she maybe she are the owner of that formspring.me ? who knows ? THE ALMIGHTY GOD KNOW EVERYTHING :| so just let it go
byebye

Started to loosing my mind

Hello , what a gloomy day , aite ?

I didnt find the happiness in today’s day something is missing , which I dont know what is it

wow I had lot to catch up back with all 9 subject that I take for PMR

Form 1 , 2 and 3 its just hell !

3 multiple 9 equal 27 subject ? and plus with all the KERJA KURSUS THINGY ! *at wits end*

OH MY GOD , what an insane world of study lol *bullshit* dont mind me , its just the effect from STUDYING

in order to find the happiness I wonder is it exist the way to the shortcut to happiness ? *thinking deeply hard* I wish I can find that and get it for myself first!

Tremendously Pathetic

wow time is really running faster than i thought
darn
I cant blame time , it just the way it used to be , aite ?
blame yourself badass

tick tock tick tock
its already 6pm and Im wasting my golden time for just to on the line
fuck , INTERNET IS REALLY A NICOTINE MONSTER THAT CAN EAT ME ALIVE !
gosh I have been hypnotize !
I am really an utterly NE'ER DO WELL person in both my parents eyes
holy shit
im not gonna broke my parents heart AGAIN ! its gonna be a gloomy day

OKAY THIS IS THE TIME TO YOU TO MAKE A CHANGE AND MAKE A WHOLE WORLD PROUD OF YOU !
HWAITING , SYAHIIRAH

Just talking not gonna prove anything , boo you
so go now , make a better life !
*im not gonna talk about my totally crack result , past is past , just let it go warmly *

Its really happening to me , so stfu

Stop giving me an utterly shit HOPE
enough for broken my heart
its already into a pieces and cannot been fixed back

but how I wish I can be with you forever
gosh , Im so stupid for fall in love with a guy like you !

And the sun continued to rise

morning , today Im in no mood
just want to laying in some soft thing which is my bed and my lappy
I absent from attend to school
ergh I dont know is it a bad idea or what
Im starting to regret it
all because my mom
even I had done my house chore she kept nagging that I didnt done a great job yadayada
shut , its annoying !
but still shes my mother and im her daughter
yay or nay im still gonna kept nod and listen to her ♥ ♥
and still I ♥ my Mother no matter how harsh her nag *im going to lock in this into my heart*
so today Im gonna doing some exercises *mean hit the books*
so toodles readers ? , xo
have a great Monday people :)

Theres no Sunshine in here ?

Ergh another bloody dull day *going to use a proper language lol*

everyday is !

pfft I hate my life its so pathetic

now , my parents isnt at home for 1 per half day my little brother said that they had gone to Genting Highland pfft they leave me alone with my 3 younger , gosh -______- eh plus all my undone homeworksssss ! it just gonna adding the pathetic more *sigh and still sighing* :| I would love to scream right now !

My heart was broken when I saw this

it tooks by the fans at malaysia argh and she got to hold Kyuhyun's hand:(
jealousy started to control me again!

A while

While other fans girls that so lucky got to go to Super Junior's Concert
ergh envy it so muchhhhoo :(
I spend my baddy day with my family at Putrajaya *at least i got have fun with my family there*
there have A Hot Air Balloon Festival ♥
in car i just think about Super Junior and I was thinking really outside of the car :P
I think that Super Junior will came and met me
and i got to take picture with em aaaaaaaaaaaaah ♥♥
oh my gosh , my brain will just full with korean stuff
dang ! PMR is just around the corner , you dumb -___-
okay i dont want messed up my brain with PMR now
so back to the main story
the festival were a blast
but at first it was kinda dull
then wow lots of hot air balloon flying in the sky lol
it was a beautiful scene to captured with my DSLR ♥ haha
a ton of people there tho and majority they were holding a DSLR CAMERA i was like oh my god ive to kill them right now
i want it so badly
if i got either Nikon D90 or Canon Eos yadayada and a billion of money
my life could be so perfect so far ;)
eh forgot ,if my super junior in my arms too lol
it sound so pervert , but i dont care i want both of em
then my life would be PERFECTTOO :-D

Wonderland is better

Today my family went to Jusco Bukit Raja *except for my elder brother*
my parents booked a ticket to watch Alice In Wonderland
I rated the movie just
7 over 10 stars LOL ;P
ergh tomorrow is the day , i hate that day
peeps i not in a mood right now
i dont know why !
lately I felt that im not satisfied in my life
i want a better life :O
err actually all i want is money
im so jealous with all the rich and pretty ladies out there :(
yeah i know i shouldn't be jealous but i cant get rid of this feeling unless someone gave me 1000000 us dollar
haha -.-

Close your eyes or you will be die

OMG ! 1 day left
why so hard to met my boyfriendsssss
LOL sound cheesy duh
they will arrive at KLIA tomorrow
according to my source *aina* : Siwon hot will arrive earlier than other members hihi
around 4.30 pm they will arrive at Malaysia wooot
when i knew about this im quickly planning that i want go there to greet Suju ;)
but since no one want to accompany me
so just leave that behind and think about HOMEWORKS ! -.-
i dont want to think about Super Junior anymore but my brain still want it

im just hoping that LADY LUCK will stay with me and THE ALMIGHTY GOD will heard my wish
maybe i will accidentally met SUJU awwwwww ♥ ♥ amiiiin !

sorry im not in a mood blogging just want to talk about suju here
and yeah its 0214 am now
so gtg date with my bed chiowwwwwwwwwww ♥

BLOOOO

its school holiday lah everyone and i now sitting at home
doing my routine thing , pfft its BORING you know ?
yeaah , all my friends is having their FUN HOLIDAY :(
i want to spent my holiday with my friends but since they were busy with their own family holiday plan so i just wait till this shit holiday end -.-
BUT I prefer this holiday were longer , ergh i didnt done my HOMEWORK , damn it , the mountain still there -__-

what i do on 24 hours per day this holiday
its just online , eat , sleep , watching tv , eat , online , online , online , eat , SLEEP and yeah helping my mother too doing the house chore , im a good daughter you know ;3

One day

YOOOOOOOOOOOOW today school was like f-u-c-k ! :-))
thanks god , Im still in good condition , -.-
the fun is I got Kemahiran Hidup and History paper
two B -.-
no A's ? sheeezz yeah hella F.U.N !
hope others subject I got A or B or C
D and E are not allowed !
go away you bad luck -.-
totally bullshit , cut the crap ---------------------------------------------


back from school ,
me , Ili and Nad
were going to Nad's place
for Paranormal Activity hihihi :O
shit that movie was totally freaked me out
and make me feel scared until now
yeah true what Wafa said : you will feel scared until you can feel your bone marrow LOL =..=
the ending was like GOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH + FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU = @#$%^@&*
I even cant take a bath
because yeah haunted by that movie ergghhh cant get rid of it -.,-
yeah totally I cant sleep today
OMG ! I NEED MY LITTLE SISTER NOW -.-
IM ALL ALONE NOW
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

p/s : to those who were a coward person you should watch Paranormal Activity HAHAHAHAHAHAH *evil laugh* :)

Try to sleep with a jealousy feeling

dang ! i am currently jealous with someone
eh not one maybe all of you
*sigh* :|
why im not perfect just like you all ? -.-
by the way ,
finally MY MONTHLY EXAM ARE FINISH !
thanks god
i felt like i have been finish doing a PMR pfft =..=
Haziqah said that i got 70 something for History Subject
ALHAMDULILLAH im grateful with that
at least i pass :)
but i want an A
ergh why so hard -__-

tomorrow my vision is just to watch Paranormal Activity at Nad's place :D
I am freaking excited , i dont know why ? hihi (:
thats all byee ♥
have a nice sleep , peeps

Sony Ericsson , Baby

i miss your stupid function
i miss your damages
i miss you , old bestie :'(
i want you BACK !
please ?
darn you brotha
you steal my BABY *precious thing*

just a stupid drama queen
ignore me -.-
like there have a stalker here to read this pfft -..-

Yesterday Night

AGAIN , i got a dream
and its about Justin Bieber lol XD
its weird for me because kinda suddenly Justin Bieber appeared in my dream
im not one of hes 10000000 fans out there -.-
im just kept replay his song on my mp3 called BABY :) damn its an addict song which is ruined my life whattheeff im typing here -.-
maybe thats the reason why J.B were in my dream yesterday night lol

about the dream

Im in a shopping mall
cant recall what shopping mall its that
then i saw Justin Bieber , rawrr his cute and stylish lol :P
so i went to him and say hi
like a fan girl should do when she met her idol :-))
at that moment i felt like Im his no.1 fan ! HAHA -.-
i say something to him but idk what is it
but one thing that i really can remember is
i ask him to gave me anything that he has
then he gave me a bag
so i was freaking excited like a monkey got a flower
then i check the bag suddenly i saw a price tag
...
then Bieber changed it to another bag
but then i thrown away the bag on hes face HAHA
yeah i dont have idea
why i do such a thing !
SUDDENLY
Justin bieber go away
then i woke up
THE END *some clap please?*
haha actually
i cant remember more its so many sweet moment :-))
jk

what a bored dream duh :-O

conclusion : Justin Bieber is cool and CUTEEEEEEEE andand gay ! hahahahaha :F

A dream is about a miracle thing to me

this morning , i woke up in half aware
i had a dream and it was about SUPER SHOW 2 SUPER JUNIOR ♥ -.-
when i awake im still in the dream mood :O
i hate it so much
because i know it will just be a miracle
no way i can go there met SUPER JUNIOR
im about to shed a tears right now sobsob,
bleeeeeeeeeeeeeh crap -.,-

on that dream
at first = Nad , Azma , and I plan to went SUJU'S CONCERT illegally
Nad with her high spirited
plan everything HAHA shes just so cute
then we were just stick to the plan
SUDDENLY , from nowhere
two ROCK PITT TICKET
were in Nad's hand wowowowow
Nad gave to me and Azma , awwww
then she went to the suju's concert illegally SUCCESSFULLY ! lol
Syarifah and Aliaa also went to but i dont know with what hihi
Raja also with hes gang ...
except for ili
awww poor her :-))
Dont worry Kibum was not there too LOL -.-

at first everyone in there were so excited like sugar rush
they can't sit properly , i was like whats wrong with them oh ...
first performance were like DANG!
ITS EXTREMELY SUPERB HOT aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah XD
then after that
everyone started to been bored
and suju perform just 2 songs on that concert
watafaak heh :O
................
thats all i can memorize hihi

so chiowwwww
gtg i smell something smelly
ergh i didnt take bath yet -___-
and yeah

STUDY STUDY STUDY
tomorrow is exam , ARABIC FIRST ergh -.-
HWAITING FOR EXAM everyone ♥ :)

face it

hi :)
today is hot day , huh ?HA HA
i got a tuition just now
AN ENGLISH TUITION
i dont know why ,
my father want an english tuition pfft HAHA
tomorrow maybe math and science tuition (:

yesterday , i finish my oral presentation
gosh , its hella SUCK , man
ohmygod ! im pity with Shazryl :) but he says thats okay
but he pity on me , awwww -__-

conclusion : everyday is just an ordinary (bored) day :)


NEXT WEEK IS AN EXAM WEEK !
i didnt do any preparation MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY yet
i dont have any chemistry with all the subject and books
sometimes i felt that i dont want take the exam , who want it ? pfft -.-
i didnt care about it
but now i can feel the nervous-ness and the tight face while pulling of the subject out of mind to a piece of paper


to exam : PLEASE DONT HATE ME AS I HATE YOU -.-
and pray for me : i got at least 3/4 a's AMIIN :O

NOTE to SELF : YOU WILL GOT AS YOUR EFFORT ♥

empty space

heyyy
today i got a dream
and its about 3 friends - WANNADERA :-))
the dream is HILARIOUS for me
because im the only one who understand this shit hihi

nice things happen today -

we dont have KKQ class :)
finally ,he talk to me hihi

bad thing happen today -

my stomach were hurt like god-only-knows
school today is EXTREMELY DULL
my K.H class were been ruined by the project thingy

i should do the fffffffuuuuuuuuuuuu 4 box comic right now for the K.H moment LOL

thats all for today
gtg take a shower :O